My Project MAYHEM…
“Fight Club is a 1999 American film based on the 1996 novel of the same name by Chuck Palahniuk. The film was directed by David Fincher and stars Edward Norton, Brad Pitt, and Helena Bonham Carter.”-wikipedia
Why the sudden interest? Well I just finished seeing it. It’s a little too much to take, if you ask me.Two hours of total MAYHEM. But those of you who have seen it…..know that ‘The first rule of Project Mayhem is: You do not ask questions’.
After watching the movie, I felt like talking about it, writing about something. Writing about what? I still haven’t figured that out. I have always been in a confused state of mind. I have always thought that this has got to do, with the way that I am made up. But that’s not entirely true.
There are a lot of things that go around, which I don’t understand. It seems, I have taken it upon myself to solve each and every mystery that presents itself before me. I have a feeling I can attain that or a part of it atleast by pursuing this invisible task with all my heart, mind and soul.It makes me wanna do things that I could have never imagined. Sadly I also end up ‘not doing’ many things.
I have, however realized that I have very less time, and postponing things is not gonna work in my favor. No I am not sick or dying or thinking of dying. I understand that whatever I have is more precious than what I don’t have.
Learning . Learning is a difficult task, exciting but difficult.What is learning? ‘The cognitive process of acquiring skill or knowledge’. But that also means that the knowledge, that there is more to learn, can be only achieved thorough more LEARNING.
For now I can only write so much. If this note has managed to confuse you, then thank you for reading the whole thing, but let me clarify that without confusion, our world would not be the way it has come to be. The unending quest to clear the confusions in our brain is what keeps us ticking, creating an illusion of growth. We never stop being kids, bumbling, falling, getting up again. We just start believing in something different. Something that was there all along but was masked by a veil of ignorance, absurdity, MAYHEM.
For those who have grasped this absurdity….Welcome to MY Project MAYHEM. But remember the first rule in my project MAYHEM is : You always ask questions!
PS: This is not a movie review…however I do recommend Fight Club